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| Day after prom... |
| 04.25.04 (8:00 pm) [edit] |
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Not much time, so I'll make this short.. Prom was bitchen, Natalie (my girlfriend) looked... indescribebly beautiful.. but thats all the time... soo... even moreso I guess... Dancing at teh prom was fun... Bill went off on this one girl.. spent the night at Natalies house, her mom had fun editing pictures... Still left feeling somehow empty... But overall one of the best experiences I can chalk up there, even made me forget about my godawful haircut
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| *Insert sound of unimaginable anger mixed with the sound of unfathomable sadness here* |
| 04.23.04 (5:56 pm) [edit] |
Yayy... heres a poem I wrote to sum up my feelings today
It's the friday before prom,
and all through the place
people scurry for tux-es
and such at mach pace
I went for a haircut at
a reputable place
the hair cutter moronic
I knew by his face
and yet I still allowed
his hands to my hair
that near-deaf fuck-ing whore
It just wasn't fair!
my hair laid in ruins
a smile he did grin
I went to my father
and nearly punched him
"This is fucking shit"
I said blanking fuck
and...
well lets just say It was all going good until I got a haircut... My girlfriend (and Prom date) dyed her hair black and it's totally bitchen, and I got the worst haircut I have ever gotten... my main fear is of embarrassing her by looking so stupid... I... I know it's no real matter but I can't help it... I need to chill and get it together... I will not be able to spike my hair up to look as kool as I like to... but I can only hope she won't mind as much as I do... I just don't want to lose her for a reason like that... prom is tomorrow and I look stupid... So much for my Senior prom... and here I thought it'ed be a good one.....
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| Another day, Another worry |
| 04.14.04 (1:50 pm) [edit] |
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Yo, I'm back again, Today was the senior field trip for my school and I was totally there, what with my being a senior and all, we went to the City Museum (St. Louis), and all was good, I traversed the caves for a while with my trusty glowstick (which later broke) and had lots of fun. And yet I cannot shake the lingering feeling that the end of the only good thing I have is coming to an end. On happier notes, ... well... not much really, Chillen, found out a friend of mine tried to commit suicide because her mom said to... bummed, she's ok though... And thats really all I have to say... Yah...
I got nothing origional so I'll go with something I may have read once somewhere.
"Invention is the son of Imagination and Reality, and as in most of such cases Reality often wins the custody battle"
Come to think of it, I may have thought this up...
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| Whoo.. it has been too long... V2.0 |
| 04.06.04 (7:59 pm) [edit] |
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And here I am again, things are pretty much the same.. don't see much of Olivia anymore... Prom time is coming... I dunno whats wrong with me... I'm secured a date to said event with the girl I hope to marry some day, and yet, I am incapable of doing what I think I should be doing for said person... Oh well... In other news, I've been obsessed with FFT:A ... got a GBA:SP for my spring break trip to Florida (16-18 hour drive both ways).. it was fun, went to sea world, Universal Studios, played DDR... I missed my kitty almost as much as I missed her... which was actually a new feeling for me... not that I see her that much outside of school, but knowing that if I really wanted to I could just walk down the street, to the intersection, then down another street to see her is comforting to me in a way... At any rate, I got a new shirt with a dragon on it... I got Bill a shirt with progressivly smaller writing down it into a humorous message... I'll update more tomarrow or the next day or so...
"My thoughts and feelings remain clouded from even my own detection" - Me
So yah, I return, only to edit this same post... oh well, not much more to say.. my video game idea was scrapped, and I'm relativly sure that the future is gunna suck and be even worse then the present, especially considering that my present is pretty damn good, I'm healthy like a mo-fo', I have a girlfriend who I love to the extent I know the meaning of the word (ever expandingly... it sounded more romantic in my head)... my parents are kool and I can indulge my obsessions, and yet, I cannot find true comfort in this... something is always nagging at the back of my mind to disturb me... maybe it's all those emotions I lost or the feelings I locked away playting video games... oh well... more as the story develops, leave a comment, I like knowing people actually check this.
"If at first you don't succeed, you suck, try something else you might be good at" - Me
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