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| Day after prom... |
| 04.25.04 (8:00 pm) [edit] |
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Not much time, so I'll make this short.. Prom was bitchen, Natalie (my girlfriend) looked... indescribebly beautiful.. but thats all the time... soo... even moreso I guess... Dancing at teh prom was fun... Bill went off on this one girl.. spent the night at Natalies house, her mom had fun editing pictures... Still left feeling somehow empty... But overall one of the best experiences I can chalk up there, even made me forget about my godawful haircut
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| *Insert sound of unimaginable anger mixed with the sound of unfathomable sadness here* |
| 04.23.04 (5:56 pm) [edit] |
Yayy... heres a poem I wrote to sum up my feelings today
It's the friday before prom,
and all through the place
people scurry for tux-es
and such at mach pace
I went for a haircut at
a reputable place
the hair cutter moronic
I knew by his face
and yet I still allowed
his hands to my hair
that near-deaf fuck-ing whore
It just wasn't fair!
my hair laid in ruins
a smile he did grin
I went to my father
and nearly punched him
"This is fucking shit"
I said blanking fuck
and...
well lets just say It was all going good until I got a haircut... My girlfriend (and Prom date) dyed her hair black and it's totally bitchen, and I got the worst haircut I have ever gotten... my main fear is of embarrassing her by looking so stupid... I... I know it's no real matter but I can't help it... I need to chill and get it together... I will not be able to spike my hair up to look as kool as I like to... but I can only hope she won't mind as much as I do... I just don't want to lose her for a reason like that... prom is tomorrow and I look stupid... So much for my Senior prom... and here I thought it'ed be a good one.....
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| Another day, Another worry |
| 04.14.04 (1:50 pm) [edit] |
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Yo, I'm back again, Today was the senior field trip for my school and I was totally there, what with my being a senior and all, we went to the City Museum (St. Louis), and all was good, I traversed the caves for a while with my trusty glowstick (which later broke) and had lots of fun. And yet I cannot shake the lingering feeling that the end of the only good thing I have is coming to an end. On happier notes, ... well... not much really, Chillen, found out a friend of mine tried to commit suicide because her mom said to... bummed, she's ok though... And thats really all I have to say... Yah...
I got nothing origional so I'll go with something I may have read once somewhere.
"Invention is the son of Imagination and Reality, and as in most of such cases Reality often wins the custody battle"
Come to think of it, I may have thought this up...
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| Whoo.. it has been too long... V2.0 |
| 04.06.04 (7:59 pm) [edit] |
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And here I am again, things are pretty much the same.. don't see much of Olivia anymore... Prom time is coming... I dunno whats wrong with me... I'm secured a date to said event with the girl I hope to marry some day, and yet, I am incapable of doing what I think I should be doing for said person... Oh well... In other news, I've been obsessed with FFT:A ... got a GBA:SP for my spring break trip to Florida (16-18 hour drive both ways).. it was fun, went to sea world, Universal Studios, played DDR... I missed my kitty almost as much as I missed her... which was actually a new feeling for me... not that I see her that much outside of school, but knowing that if I really wanted to I could just walk down the street, to the intersection, then down another street to see her is comforting to me in a way... At any rate, I got a new shirt with a dragon on it... I got Bill a shirt with progressivly smaller writing down it into a humorous message... I'll update more tomarrow or the next day or so...
"My thoughts and feelings remain clouded from even my own detection" - Me
So yah, I return, only to edit this same post... oh well, not much more to say.. my video game idea was scrapped, and I'm relativly sure that the future is gunna suck and be even worse then the present, especially considering that my present is pretty damn good, I'm healthy like a mo-fo', I have a girlfriend who I love to the extent I know the meaning of the word (ever expandingly... it sounded more romantic in my head)... my parents are kool and I can indulge my obsessions, and yet, I cannot find true comfort in this... something is always nagging at the back of my mind to disturb me... maybe it's all those emotions I lost or the feelings I locked away playting video games... oh well... more as the story develops, leave a comment, I like knowing people actually check this.
"If at first you don't succeed, you suck, try something else you might be good at" - Me
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| Urge to kill fading... |
| 11.22.03 (8:47 pm) [edit] |
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[image]pengy.bmp[/image] Special occasion! The decision has been revoked and I am allowed to go! Joy fills my heart! I realize that it's very immature of me to post like this but I dont care! Happy is teh shawn! S0, 1337 p30p135 jus7 ch111 f0r a s3c, 1 ... bah, leetspeek is hard when you dont know where your going with it at any rate, I'm happy so the world WILL SMILE WITH ME OR DIE! At any rate, I'm chillen. happyShawn stolen quote~~ "If at first you dont succeed, cheat...repeat until caught... then lie" ~Fawn(SoM Theater)
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| Urge to kill rising... |
| 11.22.03 (8:33 pm) [edit] |
[image]moogle_1294368045.gif[/image] I am so totally pissed off right now... I'm over my sickness from earliar today, but my parents won't allow me to go spend the night at my girlfriends house where my friends are gunna be... So I'll be forced to stay here and brood about it... And think up witty and offensive retorts to any comments they may throw my way, I'm totally pissed off and I cant even put it into words! grrrrrrrrrr..... I'll probebly comment more later, but GODDAMNIT!!! THOSE PHUCKING BITCHES! I can't see this helping my relationship with her either... oh well... Brooding time is now
~~~~~~~~~Dont Phuck with me or I'll Phuck you up, unless your stronger than me in which case I'll be passive agressive and meanspirited towards you ~~Me
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| What a day... among other things |
| 11.22.03 (4:36 pm) [edit] |
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[image]moogle_1294368045.gif[/image] Man, what a day... I wake up at 8 feeling sick, so I lay around in my sickened state for a while and now I'm feeling better!, But the laying there gave me lotsa time to reflect on all kindsa things, like... My Game, I'm Aiming to get RPG Maker 2 (for PS2), to make a game about my friends and such... good times looking ahead, I wrote down a two page summery of how the game will be, is awesome... Once I finish it (Dont expect it for a long time though, it's gunna be hard as phuck to make, but I'm confident... on other notes... I realized how terriably selfish I really am... I consider my feelings and such above all others... I find it a mericle that others put up with me and that my friends befriended me at all, and even more suprised that I have a girlfriend at all despite my flaws... But at any rate, I feel at least that I'm working nicely around my selfishness, seeing as those around me put up with it... Learning is a bish though, I mean, Like, being able to say "I know how you feel/felt" and being literally able to... Well, thats about it for my babblings for now... I'll update randomly, so check whenever you feel like if you want to hear the ramblings of some guy who likes to babble and play RPG's...
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| It Begins.. |
| 11.19.03 (9:31 pm) [edit] |
[image]moogle_1294368045.gif[/image]Well, anyone reading this will probebly know who I am, so I'll tell the rest of you for the simple reason that you wouldn't know me, My name is Shawn, NOT Sean, and thats about all I care to tell, at any rate, I just kinda decided this might be fun to write and will probebly write whenever I remember to, at any rate, here are my stats
Str: 16
Int: 17
Wis: 20
Dex: 21
Cha: 4
Despite how unimpressive these are, I can live comfortably thanks to my +350 Video game bonus (I got an extra +1 with every 10 hours I play) and, in case your thinking "hey, this guy is a game geek and I shouldn't come here again because he sucks" I just gotta say that you suck and shouldn't be here in the first place, at any rate, expect this to be the last of my Stat posts... seeing as I seem to have listed them all.. soo.. yah...I dunno what to write about.. so I'll rank my friends so they can argue and get mad at me about it 1. Natalie 2. Nicole 3. Olivia 4. Randi 5. Derek 6. Bill Not on the list are my Brother (Andy, he's going out with Randi) and my best friend Dan who is above listing, at any rate, I think I'll finish up by saying that I suxx at teh physiks and probebly will be rounded forever when my parents see my 65% progress report because I suxx at it that much and probebly failed this test we just had.. at any rate, I hope I did good enough to possibly save my grade so I can pass that phucking class... I'm going now... but I'll be back! So don't go vandalizing my stuff while I'm gone ~Remade due to Typos~
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